Alrighty then!

first, I apologize I haven't posted in a while! I will use this excuse "Life Happened"

Bear with me please, I don't know what to write recently... the real reason I haven't posted.
So, I guess I will start with What I have been doing lately! Which sadly isn't much. but, that just means more time to Study the amazing lords Word, and his promises.
I am realizing more and more that God is the only one that will keep all his promises. and I keep thinking the Song Lean on, has a part in it that says


"Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on"

This Part always stands out to me, along with many other small things. I know it is talking about a friendship. and how that we can call on our Best Friend. But Shouldn't the one we lean on be Christ? God says that he gives Strength to the Weary! and that is just amazing. all through out the Bible God used people that weren't Kings,or high up on the 'popularity scale' he used everyday people. who had everyday struggles! and he didn't care if they had money, or anything like that! God doesn't want us to get attached to Worldly things!
(this might be all jibberish to ya'll.. but I did say bear with me in the beginning, cause all this makes sense to me!"

it seems that people are just so involved in their own world, that they don't care about their actions. and how much certain actions can hurt so many around them! they just think...."how will this help me"

I have come to know many "Me Monsters"
But I also know a great deal of Amazing people that have a great influence on me, and my family.
one of my favorite songs is called "you find out Who your friends are" By: Tracy Lawrence.
Even if you can't stand country, you can still look up the lyrics at least, OR! Look it up on Youtube! there are many versions I am sure. but, just click on one that has the lyrics in the video, or discription.
it is amazing. I am a big fan of Country. but I understand why some people just don't listen to it!
ANYWAY! back on track.
God is always there, and I am learning a little more everyday to depend on him. even if we think it is a little thing! God does Care! I could go al night about just how amazing God is... I just don't know how to put those thoughts on Paper... or a computer screen!

Have you ever had those days where you just can't focus? no matter what you try... Chemistry for example, these past 2 days I can't seem to focus on it... it was pretty pathetic today. I was having a stare down with MY CHEM. BOOK! ya, you heard me... a stare down with a school book... picture this.... a girl, not the brightest bulb in the box, sitting there with a pencil in hand, he Chemistry book sitting inches away, and she is just staring at it. then looking away for a second, just to Snap her head back, like the book was gonna do something!

it was that moment that I realized, that I probally looked like an air-head. I swear my turtle, fish and cat were looking at me and laughing! I had to laugh myself!

Everntually I opened it, and got some done... ya, some. not all.... I would do one section.... lose my focus and so I went and cleaned something, this process repeats itself until I finish all but one section! YA! ONE!
ok... well, i will finish this later. Mom says it's time for bed...

God Bless!!
1 Cor. 7:32